I have decided that I need to unload a lot of the negativity and junk in my life. That negativity and junk comes from within, oh I have the outside junk but I really need to start from within and work my way out.
How did I make this decision? Something as simple as finally getting to the storage cupboard in my basement. As I went through boxes that were packed from the house and then just stored I realized that I hang on to a lot of things inside too. So as I went through boxes sorting what was being kept, thrown out and donated I took time to look at old pictures and little pieces of school work from my son I felt lighter. While I found the task daunting and started out being angry at myself for keeping all this stuff I started feeling lighter as I saw progress and made decisions I just wasn't ready to when we moved. It took 3 days to get everything organized, sorted, cleaned and even a pantry made but I saw progress not only physical in terms of my basement but from within. I felt accomplishment, peace and a feeling that I needed to start on the road of positivity.
My goal is to live life in a more positive light, stop being so moody and find the good that is out there. I know it's there but I have lived in the clouds for too long, time to see the sun :) I know it won't be easy but I really need to make this change and am going to give it my best shot. Only I can make myself happy.
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